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Too Late for I Love You

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Dear You,

I'm terribly sorry. I love you, I love you, I love you. I've always loved you, but I couldn't tell you; it would've ruined our friendship which I treasure so. I know you're straight. I love you because I know you don't care that I'm a homosexual. You don't care that people would think you, too, were homosexual. You didn't even care that there was a chance that I'd end up falling in love with you.

Thank you for being my friend. Please, know that I value you in highest respects. I want you to know that not one day passed where I didn't think about you.

I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry.

I must be a masochist. I allowed you to slip though my fingers many times. Whenever I saw you kissing someone, my heart broke. Whenever you got into a relationship, my heart broke. Whenever your heart was broken, mine was broken right along with yours. Most people would run away from the pain. I guess I finally have. I'm sorry.

I really am sorry.

So if you're reading this, I'm sorry to tell you that I'm dead. I've hung myself - don't believe me? Go look in my backyard.

I know there will be a lot of people who will cheer upon my death. It pleases me to know you never would.

Remember when we were fourteen, sitting in my house on a Friday night and you wee telling me about your first kiss? I'm sorry. It wasn't your first kiss. I had stolen that from you one night after you'd gone to sleep. Sorry. Please forgive me.

Remember me, please. Remember your homo friend who's madly in love with you. That's all I ask of you.

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.

And I'm sorry for that.

I'll Love You Always,
Me
"Just something you wrote??" Was Theo's reaction. "You just decided because you had nothing to do in Algebra, you'd write the saddest note of all time??"

"Yeah. Pretty much. Like it?"

"Like it?! I love it! I'm going to kill you for writing this!!"

"Why?"

"Because it's sad!!"

"Can I read it?" Kallie took the journal out of Theo's hands. Her eyes scanned the page and when she was done, she returned the journal to me. "That's weird."

"You're weird!"

Man I love Theo.

So yeah. This is "just something I wrote" :shrug:

Enjoy! :blowkiss:

THANK YOU FOR EVERY COMMENT AND FAVE!!
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Nullibicity's avatar
This is so adorable but in such a sad way that it is agonizing... great job... it really pulls at your heart.

:)