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LoveAll I ask
is that you catch me when I fall.
It Doesn't MatterEven if it's in the past...
it still hurts.
Lost CauseI'm drowning in the sea
of my own regret.
Falling down…down…
deeper than I knew I could sink.

In my brief time above the surface,
I saw no one.
No boats come to save me,
no helicopter rescue.

I have to wonder (you would, too):
Does anyone even care?
The Only OneI used to think that I was
A
L
O
N
E
It was me and the moon and the stars and the sky
People
came
and
people
went

We basked in each other's company
Because not often did loneliness --leave us--
Even still, that next morning, loneliness
Stood next to me
There was no you
There was no 'us'
There was just

...me...

I walked
and walked
and walked

I
S
T
U
M
B
L
E
D
and I
F
E
L
L

over
and over
and over
again.

Few people came and
helped me UP
but then they
L
E
F
T
...

Just like
I knew
they would

But... Y.O.U.
are differnet

YOU have |S|T|A|Y|E|D|
by my side
when n-o o-n-e e-l-s-e
did.

We
S
T
I Love...I love you when you laugh
I love you when you cry
I love you even when you hate me

I just can't stop.

You love me when I'm crazy
You love me when I'm mad
You love me even when all that I do sometimes is shut you out

You must be insane.

We can never seem to get along
We can never seem to understand each other
We can never even seem to tell each other just how we feel.... about anything

We shouldn't be together.

But when we are...

All you can do is laugh, cry, and tell me how much you don't hate me.
All I can do is be crazy, anything but mad, and tell you how glad I am that I don't shut you out.
All we can do is get along, be way
My Two CentsI thought I could get through this
[without crying].
Hell, I almost succeeded.

But being alone... thinking...
I realize it'll be a while before I see you again.
Funny thing, though, was that

it only hurt when I was walking away.
Because this is True LoveI wish I could forget...
That star is too far out of reach...

Your screams fade into the night - lost
like ships out at sea.

My dreams are far too painful...
Maybe I'll wake up someday...

But I'm right here.
I'll stay by your side.

Why can't the memories fade away?
This used to be easier...

Love hurts.
but life does not wait -

A flicker of hope...
But it's just my imagination.

- nor does time -
for a man with a shattered heart.
009Your tongue dances behind your lips,
praying for a miracle –
a wish forbidden to come true.

Caged memories fade away…
not that you would miss them.
You left my grasp long ago.

Now, anything that happens is completely
your fault.
FallingA hug
is all I want.
That's all it takes from you
for me to feel [safe],
for me to feel protected,
for me to feel happy.

But...
You don't have time
for me.
I spend - e m p t y - n i g h t s -
waiting for a text back
from you.

You feel {out of my league}...
and I already have a low self-esteem.

Please...
give me a chance
to show you I can shine.
Shattered GlassI was made
for more than this...
008You think you know pain...

Try living a lie.

You think this is as bad as it gets...

Step in my shoes for ten seconds - you'll change your mind.

You think you're worse than me.

I wish I knew someone who was.

So confused...

But you're smart enough.

So out of it...

But I'm further gone.

You feel so in-the-dark, when really,

You're completely in the light,

Whereas I'm

Forever in the darkness.
DreamlandFrail words escape your lips;
a language I thought I'd forgotten…
memories which should've faded by now…
It's been so long.

I wish we could've shared one last kiss
before this turned to dust.
But the night is famous for not granting wishes,
and dawn, I'm afraid, is upon us.
002Makeshift memories cloud your heart.
One touch would fade away
like a scream in the night.
But would you even know?
You've shut yourself away from society
so you very existence is a secret
even to yourself.

You live in fear of the world.
You've been trampled, run over, hurt
more times than you could count.
At the chance it would happen again, you shut in your heart.

Trust? You know not of the world.
Taken advantage of, beaten, and left in the dust,
you cast the word away, like you cast the world away.

Like you cast me away.
Fighting the Current."The past is the past.
You can't change it,
so move on."

I tell myself it should be easy.
I tell myself it can't be that hard.
But it's been months since then...
I need to move on.

Some memories just won't erase, though.
Some emotions just won't submerge.
Love is a tricky thing - especially when you wish it weren't.

I can only hope I'll be forgiven.
I can only hope someday it'll really be
"Just the past".
But, darling, some things are so, so much easier
said than done.
Long-AwaitingOur hands meet,
fingers kissing fingers as the pads of our hands
remember this cool touch.

Your hand caressing my cheek
makes my skin tingle.
Fingers trace along my earlobe...
my jawline...
my lips...

You pull me closer to you,
a gentle tug against my neck.
I see you...
I feel you...
I want to be with you..

Our lips meet.
I feel reality slip from me
because it's just the two of us
and nothing else.
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Forever Pt. 2Antonio POV

Like I said, bottoming is not fun. Especially when Francis is on top. As soon as Lovino was out of sight, Francis began dragging me back to my house, where he proceeded to make a mess of me.

And the next day? Damn I was sore.

"I made you coffee. Would you like some?" Francis entered the room in a bathrobe (mine, I might add), just as I opened my eyes. I sat up in bed as Francis held out the cup, but I shook my head.

Pain. Pain. Hurt. And uh, oh yeah! Pain. "I have to work today, so you're on your own." I nodded, not caring. I wanted to be alone. Francis proceeded to get dressed and kissed my forehead before leaving. Gross.

As
Twinge of DoubtYes, I see your web of lies,
behind fake smiles...
you're worried.

You broke my trust before.
I wouldn't be surprised if you tried at it again...
which is why I'm here tonight.

Your smile can never bring me back.
Your eyes can't melt away the tears that fight to break free.
You can never be trusted again.

Do you know what we could have been?
We could be so much...why'd you tear that down?
You used me to climb to surface, and in doing so,

you shoved me into hell.
Forever Pt. 1Lovino POV

"Mi Amour~" Francis opened the door (why does he have a key again??) and began searching the house for Antonio. As soon as we heard the door open, our eyes met, mirroring each other's panic. Antonio put his shirt back on and did up his pants while I did the same. But, of course, being the uke, I take longer.

Fuck.

So I wasn't ready before Francis found us, so Antonio shoved the covers of his bed over me and ran to meet Francis in the doorway. "Why are the lights off in there?" Francis peeked around Antonio and tried to see inside, but Antonio blocked him.

"I was, uh, getting ready to go to sleep."

Francis eyed Antonio. "It's 1
DartboardYou used my heart as target practice
and got a bulls-eye every time.
Apologies Don't Seal the WoundA bullet to the head
is less painful than what you put me through.

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Betrayal

:icondreamamongstars:

You told me you'd never leave me,
but all I saw of you was your back as you walked away from me...
[exactly what you said you'd never do].

And to think...
you didn't even say goodbye.
:icondreamamongstars:
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~justapirate91 Feb 25, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Beautiful...I know this pain.
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~DreamAmongStars Feb 25, 2012   Writer
One of the things that keeps me tossing and turning at night...when your brain won't just shut up and let you sleep.
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~Sanderssan Jan 31, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
This is exactly what one of my best friends did to me. But, Love the poem.
also, your icon is epic :XD:
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~RoxasLoverForEver Jan 28, 2012  Student Artist
I feel ur pain dude. :( *hug u* I like it
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